One of my friends has an Eating Disorder, since me and my friends found out I feel like everybody is going after her. two of them started eating less and shit like that, I hate it. 2 years ago another friend started doing it too, and she looks like a walking skeleton with some skin around it. It hurts to see your friends doing this, it hurts to see them do exact the same thing as her. I don’t want them to be in the hospital for such a long time and don’t hang out with them for ages. 

Anyway, one of them has realized she had to quit doing this and she did, one of them, my very best friend, which I’ve litteraly known since when we were born hasn’t stopped yet. she is depressed too and I can’t stand this.

I really don’t want her to be like this, I want her to see how beautiful she is. And I want her to see that there actually are people who care about her. 

I don’t know what to do actually because I can’t force her to eat, or force her to find herself pretty. I can’t force her to actually be happy. If I could I’d do that though.

I hope she reads this and realizes that she is actually my best friend in the world, I miss the times when we used to hang out all time, everyday. I actually miss that times like hell. I hope she realizes that she actually is one of the most gorgeous people I know, inside and outside. And I hope she realizes that I care about her, a lot..